Field Notes

Plot Summary

A visual and physical journey for viewers, beginning with an exploration of non-individual societal values (back cover) and through a dramatic realignment (the spine) catalyzed by a community of creators (front cover), as the viewer is welcomed into the inside of the book to experience exploration directed internally (psychology, spirituality, Helga) and directed externally (space exploration, Carl), and the union of the two (the binding).
Pictures upcoming!


Note to self: Remember how lucky you are for the wealth of inspirations

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image_6Bathroom thoughts.



Salvation army.

Lessons from Peter Bill – re: Ruling Pen

image_3Lessons from Peter Bill: Shifting oblong Stacks – @Hudson Art Supply


Weathering wood.
image_1When you don’t have energy – wait.  While you’re waiting, don’t do anything else – just wait.


Die Daily

Die Daily

“Through Death,” 8″x8″, C-print, Polaroid, Plexi, hinged wood floor samples

Death implies change and individuality; if thou be THAT which hath no person, which is beyond the changing, even beyond changelessness, what hast thou to do with death?

The birth of individuality is ecstasy; so also is its death.

In love the individuality is slain; who loves not love?

Love death therefore, and long eagerly for it.

Die Daily.

-Aleister Crowley, “Book of Lies”



New Pages 

Page for Carl, 24″x24″ Lauan with stain, spray paint, and house paint.  

Lesson: build through doubts that a component is not good enough – the piece may just be unfinished.  YES AND YOURSELF TOO!


Panels for collaboration with artist TBA) for Helga, 4 panels, 8″x24″ each, Plexiglass

Lesson: Get over fear of cutting plexi with a circular saw! Wear goggles, gloves, and (next time) a mask.  Also, clamp a T-square to left side of saw to keep line straight.  Cuts like a dream.


The actors, by their presence ….

“I don’t really deeply feel that anyone needs an airtight reason for quoting from the works of writers he loves, but it’s always nice, I’ll grant you, if he has one.” -J.D. Salinger, from “Seymour: An Introduction.” 

 The quotes below open up my favorite book/short story, “Seymour: An Introduction,” and are taken from Kierkegaard and Kafka.  The story is nominally about the narrator’s brother, Seymour Glass, a “seer” and “Poet,” but is really about the creative process.  The “plot” (the quotes are unnecessary, goddammit) is interspersed with asides, parentheticals, personal doubts, literary references, advice to creators, self-judgments, and all manner of self-imposed obstacles, that every creative experiences on the trip towards creation — the creation’s seeming reluctance to manifest from ideas into physical form.

From "Seymour: An Introduction" by J.D. Salinger.  Photos of: Mia C., Mike D., Jared D.

From “Seymour: An Introduction” by J.D. Salinger. Photos of: Mia C., Mike D., Jared D.



Field Notes

“Photography is the art that destroys the elitism of art.  Any event, seen from a creative perspective, can manifest as art through photography. Seeing art in any event depends more on the eyes than on the event.  The technical skill in photography is only about fixing in physical form the perspective – the ease of photography is inherently democratic.”


Pages Handmade for H+C


Floor Plan



About Helga

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